Records My Life

2010-07-09T12:24:00.000-07:00

I will do anything, just to be with you.

2010-07-03T12:35:00.000-07:00

L'Musique De Klavier

An event that I've always been dreaming of, and it just happened like a dream comes true.

2010-06-04T10:07:00.000-07:00

Curiosity killed the cat
I'm the cat

2010-05-22T10:07:00.000-07:00

My love is your poison

2010-05-21T11:58:00.000-07:00

Hot like fire, Cool like ice.

2010-05-14T11:09:00.000-07:00

When we grow up, we change

When we were young, we were innocent and naive, thinking that the world is beautiful. As we grow older, we started to realise that the world we've been living isn't as beautiful as we thought. The tough problems and people we've faced, make us changed. We changed because we don't want to encounter the same old problems again.

2010-05-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

We make choices in life, not life makes choices for us.

2010-05-10T09:21:00.001-07:00

Winson

There are many Winson in this world, but there is only 1 Winson here.

2010-05-08T10:15:00.001-07:00

Happy Mother's Day

I may not be the best son in this world, but I'm the only son that will give you all the love and take
care of you when you're old. To me, You're the Best Mother in this world, because you're my only mother. I don't compare you with other wonderful mothers. As I believed, all the mothers are the best to their children. Although I don't express it out, doesn't
mean I don't care.

I hope you feel it.

2010-04-24T10:29:00.000-07:00

Up till now, I still don't know what's my strength.

2010-04-24T06:02:00.000-07:00

Love formula

Love, the most complicated thing on earth. Its neither like ABC nor 1 + 1, there's no formula to solve it.

2010-04-18T08:33:00.000-07:00

A wonderful friend like you in my life, makes my world like Utopia.

Thank you.

2010-02-16T10:02:00.000-08:00

Time - Moving faster than the speed of light

2010-02-13T09:26:00.000-08:00

Love - This is a secret between you and me.

2010-02-12T01:07:00.000-08:00

The worst thing that could happen in a relationship is when one has lost faith in another.

2009-11-07T10:22:00.000-08:00

Devastating Path, Life.

The people around me make me think that life's hard to go through. Sometimes, it just make me feel like tearing myself apart, and vanishing in this world for long. fml.

p.s I've always been putting a strong front, no one exactly knows how I feel, and blogger is the only place where I surrender my feelings to.

2009-10-16T01:30:00.000-07:00

Beauty is an art of hiding your flaws.

2009-10-13T23:45:00.000-07:00

I'm not that average joe.

2009-10-11T11:08:00.000-07:00

Always live happier than yesterday.

2009-10-10T10:23:00.000-07:00

Broken Down In Nowhere.

How lucky could I be? Boarding a bus that broke down on the same spot and same time, for 2 consecutive days. Don't wish for a hat trick. FML.

2009-10-03T10:49:00.000-07:00

Heal the world, for a better place.

2009-08-07T08:17:00.000-07:00

What's Blog? Fuck it. Close it.

BYE

2009-07-22T09:12:00.000-07:00

I see Singapore flags hanging around.

I guess they're not drying them up. Chill

2009-07-17T00:00:00.000-07:00

(2/5 rating)

Watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince with Loong Suan Kuuuuuuuuuuuuu after B Stats Test. Its kinda boring compared to the previous production, we left before the show ended to catch our last train/bus.

I skipped school today, too tired to get up of my bed.

2009-07-14T09:09:00.000-07:00

TODAY POLYCLINIC CALLED MY BROTHER, TOLD HIM THAT HE GOT INFECTED BY H1N1. HE HAD TO BE SELF QUARANTINED AT HOME, AND I'M SLEEPING IN THE SAME ROOM WITH HIM.

bless me!!!

2009-07-11T09:42:00.000-07:00

Happy 18th Birthday to Noel Lim Aik Tat! Sorry that I couldn't make it for your birthday celebration, because I had something on LAST MINUTE. But still, I hope you have an enjoyable birthday with Charrisa and buddies!

Shawn's birthday celebration yesterday, met up in town with the clique. Shocked to see Rachael and Kailin when we're eating. Brought him to choose his birthday present at Tangs. He chose Braun Buffel wallet because its more practical. I bought a Cheap Monday jeans for myself too. Suddenly I have craze for JEANS, cant stop buying them. After that, we returned back to yishun, we pretended that we didn't get him any cake and told him we leaving. We told Nonis to accompany him, to drag some time for us to rush to his house. Shawn's mum bought the cake, we hid inside his room. When he reached home, we hadn't prepared the cake yet, we were rushing to light up the candle. Shawn's mum tried distract him away by asking him to go over to his aunt's house, next door. When we were done, waiting for shawn's to open the door, I opened the door to check where he was. But, he was standing at the door, about to open the door -.- I spoilt the plan man! But he looked surprised though. Photos, made wishes, blew the candles, ate the cakes, and nonis and I stayed at his house untill 1.30. We went out with Shawn to chill out, we sent nonis home first. His tortoise died so pathetically. The neck got bitten off by the other tortoise. Still able to see the fresh, digusting. Shawn decided to chat at a nearby playground, its the first time we were outside chatting together so late. Reached home at 4. Totally wore out.

Photos of the day:

I spotted this GIGANTIC fish in Cold Storage weighing 7.09 Kg, $78!!

Classic!

Shawn & his mummy

I asked them to twist

Shawn with the Birthday Banner, made by Eddie.

Group Photo!

2009-07-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAILIN AND SHAWN, NEXT.
Hope all your wishes come true, cliche.

MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING ON EXACTLY ONE MONTH TIME, 9 August 2009, Your Country Birthday too.

Wishlist:

I love surprises
I love my friends to remember my birthday
I love my family and friends to celebrate my birthday
I love HUGE birthday card/banner with all my friends' wishes.
I love Birthday Cake with my name on top
I love Cheap Monday/April 77/Nudie Jeans(waist size 28)
I love Gucci Belt
I love Heeren Shopping Voucher
I love H1N1 to fuck off of the world
_____

I doubt this year will be any better, but just a little better please.

2009-06-28T10:11:00.000-07:00

Haji Lammmeee Photos:

A lost boy

Pyscho gets locked up

Eddie looks like Teletubbies here!

His smile will be wider if all his troubles are gone.

Sad life, die at such an early age. I will see your legacy soon.

JOB DONE

2009-06-27T10:19:00.000-07:00

Friday:
Transformers 2 with Nonis, Eddie, Shawn, Akid, Guru & Fandy
5/5 THRILLING BLADDER BURSTING MOVIE. Transformers 2 is full of excitements. I like the way Sam shouted "BUMBLEBEE!!!!" whenever he was in danger. I like Bumblebee because he is loyal and made me feel that robots have feelings too. I like the way Megan Fox present herself to the max, I think that she's the hottest girl in this world. I believed that most of the people who wanted to watch Transformer 2 is mainly about Megan Fox too. I wonder why there's rumor about her being a trans. Its all just damn rumors. I like the way the transformers fight because I know that the good will always win the bad. I HATE THE WAY THE HUMANS FIGHT WITH THE TRANSFORMERS BECAUSE IT MADE ME FEEL THAT HUMANS ARE LIKE TINY WHINNY ANTS TO THEM, so damn FRAGILE!!!

Sam

Bumblebee

Megan Fox

Today:
The Revenge Of The Titans; Flea Market @ Mount Sophia
Turns out to be bored, so damn stuffy there. Walked from Mount Sophia to Haji Lane with Eddie and Nonis. Take photos thereeeeeeeeeee...

FUCK PHOTOBUCKET! COULDN'T UPLOAD MY PHOTOS. DAMN DAMN DAMN.

photos to be uploaded sooooooooooooooon.

2009-06-25T02:50:00.001-07:00

Yesterday accompanied Mummy to shop at town. She bought her long desired Tag Huer Watch. Went to Takashimaya's Louis Vuitton to look for the handbag she wanted to buy, but no more stock already. Hence, have to wait till next month for new stocks. She predicted it already. Haha

Darren

At night, when I just reached back yishun, bumped onto Darren and Serene. Darren sent Serene home first, then we went to Safra. We wanted to play pool but last game was at 11.30, we reached there at 11.20. So went to play bowling instead, I haven't touched bowling for years. I think the last time I played was around Sec 1/2? We used to play bowling almost everyday during Secondary 1. Thats what I called those Cartoon Monents, cute. The games were damn funny. After bowling, we played pool at those 2 tokens-insert pool table. Damn not worth it. We should pay for those hour rate-charge table, because we end each game damn fast! Fastest game, less than 5 minutes. We betted on a cup noodle. We had cup noodle from 7-11 after that, and chilled out at void deck. Our Childhood. Reached home at 3Am.

2009-06-20T09:02:00.000-07:00

Cool?

English: I want BURBERRY BELT!!!
Japanese: 私はバーバリーベルトがほしいと思う!!!
Korean: 나는 Burberry 벨트를 원한다!!!
Chinese: 我想要柏帛丽传送带!!!
French: Je veux la ceinture de Burberry!!!
Italian: Voglio la cinghia del Burberry!!!
Spanish: Quiero la correa del Burberry!!!
German: Ich wünsche Burberryriemen!!!
Russian: Я хочу пояс барберри!!!
Dutch: Ik wil Burberry riem!!!

I'm back from NRA Camp! Had some bonding with the  dancers! The camp was full of jokes and excitement all the time. The lunch sucks but the dinner was wonderful. The Grammy Award 2009 Ceremony was amazing, clappers thundering the whole lecture hall and lots of sentimental moments like Orange's Birthday and Ann's presence! WAIT!!!! That's not all, 1 thing I wanna complain is that the air con was damn bloody cheesy icy cold. I was shivering like hairless gorilla, peeled banana, whatever fuck the whole night!!!!!!I almost lost my phone, because I left it on the table while tying my shoelaces. Thanks god that the person who found my phone passed it to the NRA Comm. Seriously, I wanna thank you but I dont know who you are. So if you happened to read this post, I would like to thank you here. XIE XIE NI!

I love NRA!
ONE NRA, ONE DANCE

(face cramp)

Anyway, for those who have not seen me for some time, I've got my hair dyed black. I was kinda sick of seeing the black hair growing out of the hair root. NO MORE BLONDE HAIR FOR WINSON. 

So long

2009-06-17T22:43:00.000-07:00

WINSON WILL BE GIVING OUT FREE DONUT EMPIRE'S DONUT AT VIVO CITY TANGS LEVEL 1(Beauty department) TODAY BETWEEN 5.3OPM -9PM

2009-06-04T07:28:00.000-07:00

UPDATE AFTER COMMON TEST!

STRESS.
SICK.
CRAZY.

2009-05-24T10:51:00.000-07:00

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2009-05-17T10:31:00.000-07:00

I'M TALKING A DOG NOW, AND SHE'S CALLED SHARON.
SHE WANTED ME TO BLOG THAT I THINK THAT SHE'S PRETTY!

Evidence:
S.WHATISDOPE says:
I'm vellllllllly bored.
WNWS says:
hehe
i'm blogging now[:
DIAM
S.WHATISDOPE says:
BLOG BLOG BLOG
GO BLOG "I'M TALKING TO SHARON RIGHT NOW AND I THINK SHE IS DAMN PRETTY"
GO GO GO

From the evidence above, I believe you can see how thick skin she is:D

2009-05-17T08:40:00.000-07:00

Woke up by Darren's msg in the morning. He msged me that I got into NRA! THANKS for bringing me a good news, bro:D Met up with Darren, Kairong, Shawn and Fusen in the afternoon to give Nonis and his bro an advance birthday celebration/surprise. Nonis was stunned upon seeing us at his doorstep. His brother so cute, he was touched when we were singing birthday song for Nonis and him. HAHA.

The two sweet brothers[:

I left earlier as there was another advance birthday celebration for MR GUOWEI, PIG DOG. Celebrated at Dhoby Ghaut's fish & co. The whole celebration was so funny! Love it to the max!

New York Fish & Chip FTW!

GW's dare was supposed to get a birthday kiss, but ended up all the birthday boys in fish & co kissing each other! LOL. MUST WATCH!!!!

Guo Wei's holding a ball:DDDD

After the celebration, met up with Bob Dog and Isabel. Wanted to club but Guo Wei was holding a GIGANTIC birthday board made by Brenda. Imagine him dancing with that gigantic birthday board! LOL! We end up drinking at Crazy Elephant, Clarke Quay because Linda was working there:D Slack till 4 plus, night rider home.

The birthday board made by Brenda[:

This is Linda, I got to know her during NRA audition

Business Communication Presentation

2009-05-10T10:45:00.001-07:00

Business Communication Presention - How to fold a PAPER HEART<3

1. Write note on A4-size piece of paper.

2.Fold right top corner down to the left, matching edges.

3. Unfold right corner and repeat step 2 for left top corner. You have made an “x” in creases.

4. Unfold left corner and fold top half of the x backwards.

5. Take the two ends of the horizontal crease and bring them together underneath the top half of the "x".

6. Fold up the bottom of the paper so that it hits the bottom of the x

7. Repeat Step 6, fold up the bottom of the paper so that it hits the bottom of the x

8. Fold up the two bottom points of the triangle to meet the top point of the triangle.

9.Bring the two sides of the bottom in to meet each other.

10. Flip over and fold down the top point halfway.

11. Fold up and tuck in the two bottom corners.

12. Fold down and tuck in the top two corners.

TADA! You can give this paper heart to your loved ones now[:

2009-05-09T09:48:00.000-07:00

MASS TAG REPLIED:

PETERSKYES: Your hair is sweet
-Sweet? sounds funny! haha

Rachel: I've chnaged yr picture alr, go look!!
- Xie Xie ni!

Iftirah: I MISS YOU!!!! ahahahah
-Too bad, i dont miss you. JUST KIDDING!:D

angalam: link me up aye? and gimme your email add. Need to invite you, handsome.
- Sure, mr-winson@hotmail.com

Cheng Chin: hey winson! great to see you in school! hahaha. see you again soon
-Great to see you in school too:D

stella: swat! :D:D
- SWAT FTW^^

YO barber link meup! =D
-what barber! Is STYLIST!

Hilary: huai ren! i want vampire teeth! ):
- HAHA! anticipate for that day:D!

EH, Bertrand the bird! :O
- You know birdy too? COol;D

Sengyau: piang ehs. is sengYAU not YAO. lols.
- I know la, just testing you right! AHHA :X

Huishan: yo!;D
- Which huishan are u? classmate?

Shiqi: HAHA THERE YOU GO LAZYYY BUMMM. (: lol
-Shut up, lazy ass!

vivien: LOL! YOU TOLD SHIQI TO LEAVE IT HERE TOO! LAZY ****.
oops they censored it wth
- wth, the two of u so gay! gossip gossip gossip~ HAHa

renata: You're so busy to even reply me in msn,i wanted to ask you something!
-sorry sorry, really busy ever since school started! what did u want to ask? I know! Ask me whether can invite u over to drink prawn soup right!!!!! HAHAHA

Astronomy Cub: Are u interested in joining astronomy club? we have upcoming camp.
- HAHA! I was really wondering how did u get here! AHA. The stars fell on me, thats why?

Nicole: WINSON ! MY BRO . . . (T_____T)
-Dont worry, he will be alright[:

Dad: hi my tiny dick son!
- Who are you? LOL!

Summarised:

5 May:
Praticed dance with Benny, Kai en, Zhiwei and Benny's friend from NRA

6 May:
Whole body cramp badly! Went for NRA audition, a NRA senior taugh us 4 eights of choreograph dance. They allowed us 40 mins to practice our own. When I walked into the audition room, was fucking stunned! All the NRA was sitting in the front looking at us! Was damn embarrassing! We did 2 sets of choreography and our freestyles. I missed one step while I was looking at benny, Damn! Everything was quite alright I think. Hope I'm able to get in:D pray hard!

After the NRA audition, i went for Klavierensemble orientation. It was fun, I know more new friends over there and was really inspired by those who can play piano so well. For your info, Klavierensemble(Piano ensemble in German) is my current CCA. I dont look like those who can play piano right]: I must master piano fast! *determination*

8 May:
My turn to do "About Me" presentation, this was my first presentation and I got 7.5 out of 10. Not bad I think:D

Alson presents himself as Toilet roll, long and useful! SUper Lame!

Betty presents herself as hamster. Act cute sial

Left class earlier for Tong Whye Basketball Team selection, thanks god that i managed to get in.

Anyway guys, I was quite busy when school started, I was fully packed with either homeworks, cca or fun! This recording machine is not dead yet, just that I barely have any free time for blogging]: REALLY SORRY!!!!!!!

my bad.

2009-05-02T12:23:00.000-07:00

Summarise:

26 April, KaiRong's Birthday!
-Town
- Celebration at Cineleisure K Box
- Armani Exchange Belt and Project Shop Laptop bag as present

30 April, Jazzmen's birthday!
Celebration at Our Space

Last minute cake

2 May, Mummy's New Hair Studio Opening!

CHANGE OF LOCATION, BIGGER AREA AND NEW SHOP NAME!!!

PREVIOUS: IN GENZ HAIR STUDIO

CURRENT: VOL.1 HAIR STUDIO
BLK 716, YISHUN STREET 71, #01-258, SINGPAPORE 760716
TEL: 6755 8536

New Hair Stylist : Winson

VOL.1 HAIR STUDIO IS HAVING NEW OPENING PROMOTION NOW!
IF INTERESTED FOR ANY HAIR SERVICE, YOU CAN EITHER CALL 6755 8536 OR EMAIL ME AT MR-WINSON@HOTMAIL.COM
I'LL UPLOAD THE PROMOTION PRICES IN THIS FEW DAYS! STAY TUNE!

Went to town to meet Simin and friends. Shop shop, Dinner at Thai Express and home:D

Goodbye!

2009-04-26T09:40:00.000-07:00

I went for BIT Camp on Friday and Saturday, it was super last minute decision to go for the camp. I decided to go like 2 hours before the camp. I didn't bring anything for the camp so Seng Yao brought the clothes for me. Went for the Bit interaction from 4-6. French class From 6-8, the french teacher is super hilarious and he doesn't look like french. However, his accent will make you laughing at him madly. I learnt ABC and numbers in French, it was super fun! I'm loving it! Went to Hop Night afterwards, met up with Idayu, Wylin, Brandon, Gabriel and Marvin, the mascots. Dance dance dance but was kinda shy to dance. Made quite a number of good new friends like Kennard, Dion, Bertrand, Atiqah and many others, but I couldn't remember all the names! Please padron me for my bad memory, Shit]: Kennard, Dion, Bertrand and I were in the Fisherman Gang, inside joke. Bidded farewell with all the good friends.

Went back to kismis where the BIT camp was held. We actually had night walk in the midnight, Cool:D The GuaiLan tried to scare us by telling lots of ghost stories in NP. Guowei the dog, was acting as tanker along the dark corridor. Super Lame! Washed up after night walk. Went down to the other group's room to play plaster game with Simin the ass and gang. Damn FUNny yet painful game. Breakfast at KAP around 4 plus. Came back to room and slept till 8plus. 2hours of sleep. Damn Shag~~

More activities the next day, the highlight of the day was that I was splashed water on the Ass. Shiokness:D Pooling after the camp, super tired..

2009-04-20T09:54:00.001-07:00

First day of school,

only have to attend 2 hours of workshop as we dont need to attend tutorial for the first week of school. After workshop, went for CCA Fiesta at Convection Centre. I signed up for basketball, NRA Hip Hop, Klavierensemble and I was forced to signed up for Magnum Force. Obviously I'm not going for the practice/meeting for magnum force. I just dont have any interest and Magnum just doesn't suit me at all. That is a trail for in order to get into basketball club, I know its kinda competitive, good players from all different school. I will try my best and make it into the basketball team[: Wish me luck!

After CCA Fiesta, met up with GuoWei, Bob, Brenda, Seng Yao, Noel and Clarissa. We went to Cityvibe for lunch, had Uncle's Sam Claypot. There were free ice kacang included in student meal, so Guo Wei decided to versus Noel and me who can finish the ice kacang first. The scene was damn hilarious I tell you,that will make you roll on the ground man. L4D for 2 hours. Seng Yao left first, went to a place where they rent board games. Damn fun, embarrassing

Photos:

forfeits;D

2009-04-19T10:18:00.000-07:00

The long awaiting Poly Life is starting in a few hours time, I'm so excited now. I'm so looking forward to see all my wonderful coursemates and my classmates too. Poly Life is totally different from Secondary school life, there is no teacher to discipline you anymore, it all depends on yourself. I used to rely on my teachers very much, but hope I can be more independent as time goes by.

I need to set some goals/rules for myself during Poly Life:
1) Study comes first, Fun comes second(cliche)
2) GPA to maintain at least 3.5( I wanna get into Uni)
3) Not to get distracted, by girls especially! (LOL)
4) Be more friendly and sociable, so I can have more good friends in Poly:D
5) Complete 3 years French diploma plus course( Never give up!)

I think that's all.

Happy Poly-ing to you guys!

2009-04-18T10:53:00.000-07:00

Actually Shawn, Fusen, Nonis and Fandy and I were going to town . However, the pitiful Shawn had some accident happened in the morning, while he was playing basketball. One guy's head accidentally knocked Shawn's front tooth. The tooth was somehow like dislocated from the gum, and was pretty slanted. Damn gross I tell you! So we had lunch at Northpoint first and headed to Woodlands Polyclinics, the place where Darren had his dental surgery about a year ago(Sorry Darren, bad memories!!!). Upon reaching there, the bad news was there the Polyclinics closed at 12, and the time was already 2. Went up to the dental section, the nurse actually didn't allow Shawn to have appointment as it was packed already. Thanks god that a dentist walked passed and happened to ask what happened to Shawn. Shawn explained to the dentist, the dentist managed to allow Shawn to have a check up first despite that was a patient already waiting there, as it was an emergency case. The whole check up, X-ray and minor surgery lasted about an hour. While waiting for Shawn, the four of us were cam-whoring sial. Gay shit!
The dental fee was $106, and Shawn had to come back for review in few days time. I take it was kinda unlucky for him, as poly starting in just 2 days time, yet this kind of thing happened. TAKE CARE, SHAWN CHAN YOKE YONG.

After the Shawn had his tooth adjusted back to normal position, we lefted for town. Shop shop, slack slack. Reached back yishun about 7. I went back home first, as I was going to play basketball with friends at 219[:

Photos:

He looks so dull for the whole day. Cheer up, Shawn!

The cam-whore session starts from here

But they were watching the tv

And back to the camera

Nonis joined in the cam-whore. How cool can it be? As cool as us 8D

They said that I looked like girl. WTF

Smile widely towards the smile shutter :DDD

Fusen (Camera spoill already sial. HAHA)

Angel from the heaven and kpo in the back.

Feeling so emo for Shawn. Dont know what Fusen doing behind at the back. Unglam

Dunxz cumsx nearz miiez, I bitexz euxzz!

Oh man, my cheek looks so chubby in this photo! If anyone has a way to slim my face down, please contact me at Mr-Winson@hotmail.com. Thank you belly belly much!

I'll support world peace, how about you? Fusen trying to be a gay shit, buay tahan!

I'll shoot myself down if you don't support world peace. Great Sacrificer, Winson Ng Wei Sheng.

BANG! BANG! YOU SHOT ME DOWN!
Sounds familiar uh? Its Rachael Gun Yu Jing's all time favourite line. LOL!

Hi, I'm Nerdy Winson

Hi, I'm Ticko(pervert) Winson

Hi, I'm Professor Ng

Narh Fusen, Take back your ear! -.-'''

Thanks peeps for sharing the guy's blogshop link anyway! Say welcome to me in return k? :D

ciao with<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

2009-04-15T13:49:00.000-07:00

Oh Man.. I'M LOOKING FOR GUY'S BLOGSHOP! TAG ME THE URL IF YOU KNOW ONE :D

THANK YOU!

2009-04-12T08:58:00.000-07:00

HOORAAYYYYY!!!~~~~ WINSON JUST BOUGHT HIS LAPTOP TODAY!!!
Met up with Steady Shawn at Khatib platform as he overshot from Yishun, I was late as usual. SORRY!!! Trained to City Hall, Funan IT Mall to look for laptop. There was roadshow on the ground floor, looked around and spotted the Asus F6Ve, the model that I was looking. Considered for a moment, and bought it:D Shawn bought a black hoody today.
Went to Orchard to look for bags and more hoodies but didn't spot any that I liked.

The bag suits him. LOL

I was so happy after buying my laptop:D
See the smile on my face!

Asus F6ve

Intel® Core™2 Duo Processor P8400 2.26Ghz

320GB,5400rpm
ATI Mobility™ Radeon® HD 4570, External (Max. HM 1792 MB), FSB 1066 MB Max.
13.3" WXGA LED backlight ColorShine,Color-Shine (Glare-type)
1.9Kg

CIAO!

2009-04-11T01:13:00.000-07:00

Tag Replied

TYR: WAH LAO, you like dog like hell, even post also about the, hahah! Anyway that day I saw a toy poodle! Super cute!!!
- Duh, my favourite pet! HAhaha I love poodle too! cute cute ^^

ZHIWEI: they din call me abt ath.. sho shld b in le.. 1st lesson is on 1st day of sch rite?
ZHIWEI: lolx.. the dog sho cute!
- I think in already, i not sure when is the first lesson yet]:

RENATA: WINSON NG,INVITE ME TO YOUR HOUSE SOON. I feel like drinking prawn soup!
- HAHAHA, YOU'RE SO SUPER RANDOM. Alright, if have chance, I will:D

KAIRONG: woah. the video is cool! Haha. Ke lian leh. The dog go bang the wall. LOL. Enjoy your orientation! Haha.
-hAHHA Ya la, the dog banged the wall so hard! I enjoyed my orientation to the max:D

RADIAH: Pictures Sent ;D
RADIAH: Go my blog for the editted pics. Hee (:
-oh OTHANK YOU!:D

-.-: ahyo tell u u oso dunno la
-.-: geesh...the dog's seemed havin nitemare:(
- Oh okay, then how did u know me?

Junxiang; hey hey , accept me in msn , got something to tell you!
- Alright, accept[:

STELLA: HELLOZ : D hahs finally found out youre th grp's mascot! llolol!.
- hAHAHAH, you're super slow~~~ lol

RACHEL: LINK!!!!
- LINKED TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RANDY:Tonight He Updates!!Everyone Stay Tune For This Main Event!!
- hHAHA. CRAP LA YOU NONIS

BOB: hey yo wassup.. how you found our blog? haha
-Through GW's link:D

2009-04-09T12:07:00.000-07:00

BAOC 2009 IS THE BEST CAMP EVER!

First Day:
I was wearing a tight fitting red Elmo t shirt because i dont really have any other red shirt. Met up with Benny to school, both of us were in different groups. Finally saw Guo Wei, and he brought me to meet the rest of the group members, sb and sc. I have Mr NP(Joash), Mr BA(Noel), Male Peageant(Bob) and Female Peageant(Brenda) and Mr Funny(Guo Wei), they're really nice seniors:D As usual, ice breaking, games and cheers, none of the group members are enthusiatic at all, as we were not familiar with each other at all. I hate playing the animal logo game because i got forfeit together with another girl!!!! The forfeit was that the girl laying on the floor facing up and the guy doing push-up on the girl! What the fuck please, damn embarrassing! Luckily Guo Wei didn't take the picture, too bad Guo Wei :P Flag making activity was fun, and that was the first time I was actually enjoying drawing so much. I had to stay back after the orientation because I was selected as the male mascot for my group, Ghetto Rap, and i was posed as Jayz. LOL There were Dancesports intructor and alumni there to teach us how to dance and we had to perform on the 3rd day concert. There were 8 different groups, and we had to think of our own 2 eight beat dance step. Warren, a NRA dancer helped me to think of the dance steps. I was really amazed by his dance moves! Praticed till around 9 and headed to KAP with Janice, Isabel and Ruslan for Macdonalds.

Second Day:
Games Day! Half of the group was still dead while the other half became alive. Animal game with the whole Ghetto Rap. Loser team must do forfeit, Bob, Joash, Noel and I purposely lost the game because we wanna do forfeit. Hahah. Do Move move, shake shake, drop dance infront of them. HAhaha. So fun. Then move on to station games. I love the chair game the most despite we lost to the opposite team;D After the orientation, I had to stay back for rehersal again. I had came up of my own dance steps for the 2 eight beat, Locking & Popping because the dance move that Warren taught me was not suitable for me. Luckily, Idayu managed to learn it very fast. All the group's mascots got to blend together after self introduction, and i knew more friends in NP now. So happy!

Third Day(Concert):
The concert day itself, also the day when the mascots and the performers must perform infront of everyone, over 1000 audiences? During the performance, I missed some dance steps but hope it was not too obvious. There was a session where the male and female mascots of every group must pick a paper, then we had to do whatever the Emcees said. Idayu picked "Shake That Thang", so I had to sit on the chair and Idayu did those sexy dance on me. Awkward sial!
Congratulation to Idayu for being the best female mascot and also Marvin for being the best male mascot!
Brenda was so kind and thoughtful to actually handmade a card for all the group members. Touched man.. Hhaha
Had Mac with GuoWei, Noel, Bob, Joash, Seng Yao and many many many people at KAP. The atmosphere in Mac was still so high, people were still cheering inside the Mac. Warren and gangs at the other table playing some dare game, and it was so funny and entertaining. Got to know a GPA 4 pointer student from BIT, and he's Raven. 4 POINTER LEH, MAXIMUN, wondering how he do it. He asked me go to idare camp in september, sounds interesting so most probably I will be going:D There was also a Birthday party in Macdonald, guess the age of the birthday boy? Its 30 years old and he was celebrating at MACDONALD. I thought it was only for children? After dinner, went to Bukit Timah Plaza for pool games. Left at 12, reached home at 1.

Nice people i know in BAOC:
Guo Wei(Mr Funny)
Noel(Mr BA)
Bob(Pageant)
Brenda(Pageant)
Joash(Mr NP)
Janice(Stop calling me Elmo!!!! LOL)
Ruslan( The actual Male Mascot)
Isabel (The actual Female Mascot)
Warren (NRA Dancer)
Kang Yi (NP basketballer and BOOM Dynamite!)
Raven (super friendly guy)
Seng Yao (Volleyball Guy)
All the other mascots

I LOVE BAOC 2009!

2009-04-09T11:42:00.000-07:00

Update tomorrow! Stay Tune Guys:D

2009-04-05T11:29:00.000-07:00

Entertainment for all:
Do dogs sleepwalk just like human? Make a guess:D

Bizkit the Sleep Walking Dog @ Yahoo! Video

The answer is yes! Dogs do dream, so they will also sleepwalk too! Thats amazing uh?
My conclusion, as long as a living thing has a brain, they will dream:D

2009-04-01T22:54:00.000-07:00

The previous post is just an April Fool Joke! Happy belated April Fool day to all of you. Anyway, I received a call while I was still asleep in the morning. The caller was from Ngee Ann Poly, saying that they are opening more classes for French, and ask whether I'm interested in. Hell Yes! Hoooooraayyyy!!~~ And I gonna mailed back the cheque again. Oh ya, anyway, my orientation is drawing nearer, 7-9 april, I'm so anxious now, I can't wait to see my new classmates? Hope they are friendly and nice, just like me:D LOL!

2009-04-01T01:00:00.000-07:00

-BLOG CLOSED-

Recently things happened to be bad for me, things didn't go on smoothly, encountering countless barriers stopping me. Life isn't like roller coaster anymore, going up and down but yet going down all the time, for me. I hate it, it sucks, i feel helpless, not able to escape from the darkness. After much tense considerations, I've decided to stop blogging anymore. Reason being, my life happens to be full of unhappiness, and I wont not like to make my friends/family to worry for me when they read my sad post. Hence, I'm sorry to say that this blog is closed. Pardon me, I don't like it too.

Goodbye all, I will be fine..

2009-03-31T11:41:00.000-07:00

YUNQIAN: )): hao ren ~
- Yeah, I agree with that:D

Nonis: BLACKmail?Is This Some Kinda Insult Against Me?Haha
- You're innocent. Why are you pulling yourself into the problem between Shawn and I?

Hilary: PB! >:D
- GG! >:D
Hilary: I have eyes. ):
Have, but I cant see it. Too bad :P

akiid: true, nonis IS black. no offence to the other niggas out there. just him
- He's black but able to mix with the whites[:

Randy: Go Screw A Leprachaun U Budget Webcam Owner!
-Wtf? What webcam owner? Who are u talking to?

Eddie: Hey, just went thru your posts, and i just wanna say what a wonderful friend you have been.. We won't stay out of touch that's for sure.. Cause we lived nearby! =D Thanks my friend..
- Yeah sure, stay in contact till we die. LOL!

SHAWN: hahas, okayokay, i wont blackmail you anymore! Bwahahahahah
-Thanks shawn, you're the best!

Fusen: I look..200% stupid
- Hahah. Yeah, like a retarded performing behind the glass. LOL

Zhiwei: boo~~~! lalalals~!
-WOW! SO SCARY!!!!

SHUEN: Fusen looks funny when he's working ! Lol !
- He's always funny. Anyway, which poly are u in?

2009-03-30T23:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, met Benny at Northpoint for lunch. After that, train-ed to City Hall, Funan IT Mall. Looked around for laptop, while waiting for the girls. Finally met Hilary, YunQian and Ultimate Rocker, Zhiwei at City Hall Bus stop. Took a bus to Plaza Sing to look for Fusen at Pepper Lunch Express, snap shot him and anything then bidded goodbye. Yunqian left as she went to accompany her boyfriend at Bunk. The rest of us walked to Cineleisure for Pool. Arrghh. I always lose to Hilary, dont know why! Hhaha. And she's such a distubia, kept distracting me when I'm trying to shoot, staring at me and anything! After the game, we went to BOTAK JONES for dinner(Again for Benny and I). This time round I had Cajun Chicken Chop while Hilary, Benny and Zhiwei had Fish & Chip. Played 1 hour of L4D before cabbing back home together:D

Photos of the day:

Fusen at work

Pool Time!

The Drift King, Benny

The Ultimate Rocker, ZhiWei

Guess who is this?

Take a look at the front view, she's the no eye creature, Hilary:D

Benny, finishing the last ball, last game.

Lary trying to act kawaii.

My Cajun Chicken Chop:D

Ciao!

2009-03-26T09:11:00.000-07:00

Woke up early today, had lunch with my mum at swesen's. After lunch, went to Guan Ying Temple to pray and qiu qian, and I got a medium qian. Left my and meet my clique at bugis, headed to cineleisure for 3 hours of Lan gaming. We played counterstrike source and Left 4 Dead, just so addictive. Had Botak Jones for dinner, I ordered Fish & Chip for myself. Returned back to Cineleisure for 2 hours of Pool. Shawn left earlier as he was tired, Hilary and that huai ren, YunQian came to find us for awhile. Trained back home after that.

Photos of the day (P.S please ignore the plaster on my nose) :

Famous Guan Ying Temple

We enjoy Lan Gaming!

My Qian

My favourite Botak Jones's Fish & Chip, I love the tata sauce especially;D Mouth-watering!

Looks so happy with my fork and knife

Benny with his Cajun Chicken Chop. Anyway, he is a gay, so gays out there, if you are desperate for a loyal partner. Try on him, he's fine and tender, just like the chicken chop:D

Shawn and Darren, the classic faces

Fusen emo with Kopitiam drink

Happy Nigga:D

Nonis enjoying his fish & chip.

Fusen promoting his chicken wingsssss.

Please don't drool:D

Pool time!

Anyway, i received a call from Ngee Ann Poly in the morning, and said that I failed to enroll into the french language class, as it is full. Damn, should have signed up earlier!!!!!!

2009-03-25T11:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday all my troubles seem so far away.
I finally went to collect my school graduation certificate yesterday with fusen, eddie & our school top scorer, Gurujeet.
When I walked into the school, those secondary school life memories flashed back in my mind.

When I was in Secondary 1
I was new to the school, i left all my primary school friends to get into northland because i wanted to start a new life myself. I was very anti social and hot tempered. All my classmates labeled me as bad guy, i had little friends, I'm not really bother to make friends then, seriously. I always got into fights, like once every few weeks? But I was lucky that I only got caught and canned once, because of Fernando's case, that was really silly. I never do well in academic either, even my best subjects, sciences and math, I failed them badly. However, god was on my side, i promoted to sec 2

When I was in Secondary 2,
my attitude didn't really change too, nevertheless, i still involved in fights. There was once, that I was almost expelled by the school because of a fighting video of me uploaded in Youtube and was exposed to the school. I was really in deep trouble that moment, I almost got Darren and Kairong expelled too, life was in a mess, if I got expelled, my future would be destroyed. I was canned in the principal office. I was like blacklisted by the school after this incident, teachers and discipline master always picked on me. I could not really do well in my studies, there was no one to assit me, but i struggled to promote to Sec 3.

When I was in Secondary 3,
I wanted a change in me, I wanted to be more friendly and calm. However, trouble was inevitable, this time round was the most major fight that I ever encountered. I had offended a 1.90plus tall Indian guy in our school, and the whole Indian gang wanted to bash me up, but the chinese gang was by my side. I was alone "settling"the problem with the Indian gang in the canteen during recess, suddenly the tall indian guy punched me from behind, I was so furious that I gave him a huge blow on his face that fratured his nose. Imagine a 175cm guy punching a 190plus cm guy. After that punch, I was pulled back by my chinese friend. All the Indian gang surrounded me and all the chinese gang protected me, seriuosly like those you see in movie. The case was settled after the school knew about it, canning in principal office again. There goes the hat -trick. After this incident, I told myself (try) not to involve in any fight anymore. I became more open to my friends, and I got a clique of good friends. Academically, I really tried to work hard, but I did not have the foundation because I slacked for the past two years. But i managed to improve in my grades.

When I was in Secondary 4,
its a good year for me as i did not get canned by the school anymore, i was really a good student. I worked very hard from the start of the year right till the end of O level. My math grade improved from F9 to A2(O level) and top for my Science, physic for several times(not being boastful). Secondary 4 is the year that I missed the most, because i had bonded with all my classmates really well, we were united and had lots of fun in class. The night classes were enjoyable period, although we were stressed about O level, because it was the first time that we ever worked so hard together as a class. Despite the tension of the O level, sometimes, we still played chess during the night classes, our only leisure time. The end of the last O level last paper, also marked the end of the Secondary school life. I enjoyed my secondary school life to the max.

There are 5 best pals that were by my sides during rain or shine, they made me realise the importance of friends, they paint colours in my life, without them, life would be boring.

Darren Tan Zhi Jie,
the guy that I knew for 4 years, same class for 4 bloody years. Nothing can separate us apart. He is my best friend and a friend I hate the most at times. I still remember when we were Sec 1, we went through the sec 1 orientation together, we slept on the tables with simoun and clarence. During CCA orientation, I told him, "you put basketball, i put NCC", but i quit NCC after the first training but he was still in basketball. During the end of sec 2, both of us were in cold war because of small problem, the stupid paper ball thing. However, the coincidence thing that pulled us together was that we were in same class for sec 3 and the teachers allocated us sitting side by side. We were like wtf, 4D also not that accurate. We started talking after a few periods, became friends back eventually. Our friendship becomes closer as year goes by. We shared our fun together , needless to say, our misery, troubles too. But most of the troubles were caused by me, and got him involved. Thats why he kept complaining that being my friend is one sway thing.

Koh Kai Rong,
that Mr Good Boy, i knew him when i was sec 2, same class with him. He was always with Darren, so I knew him through darren. The 3 of us were good friends when we were in sec 2 and till now. He is a good friend who always gives kind advices, and also helped me in studies when I need help
Eddie Tan Tze Meng,
if he didn't retain sec 3, I wouldn't have knew him. Eddie, its fate you know? Haha. He's a very steady friend who will do anything that you requested. Even if you last minute wanted to go out, he will say "st-steady-steady". I still remember when we were sec 3, he had some in-growth toe nail problem that caused him difficulty in walking. And I kept accidentally stepped on his toe. Ouch! However, I was the kind soul who accompanied him to K.K hospital for check up and anything.
He likes to say stupid jokes and do dumb things, He is also one of the happy pills in our clique that creates the laughters all the time. His presence makes the whole clique lively.

Shawn Chan Yoke Yong,
he is my primary school friend, but we wasn't close during primary school. Despite we were in same basketball CCA, but we weren't really close. At first, I did not like his attitude because he got angry easily. Untill sec 3, when we were in same class, we got to know each other better and we got closer. He is also one funny ass that always paired up with Eddie to do silly things. Hence, with him, it made us the clique 4.

Heng Fu sen,
same like Eddie, its fate! Hahah. However, he is more active with us during sec 4. Sometimes he had some disputes among the clique members but i will always try my best to solve things up between him and them. Since we are in a clique, we should treat each other well, and be real towards each other.If not its gonna be meaningless to be friends. If you wanna "outcast" him, I rather you guys "outcast" me instead, as I'm in different school now. No one will like the feeling of being left out.

There is a guy who just joined us, and our clique had futher extended to the Clique 7.

Nonis Randy Amin,
he is a black nigga who is superior with his english. He is a great fan of WWE and also the fan of Randy Ortan, I just dont understand why he likes Ortan so much, he just sucks to me. Nonis is easy going and we feel comfortable when he's around too. Whenever we are walking in the street, i will run up to him, keep singing into his ears, pestering him, and he will give you that classic look. Whenever during outing, he's joking with us, and seems like he's doing well with us.

They are 6 great friends i ever had, despite that we are in different schools now. But I really hope we can still stay in contact. Please do not forget each other but remember that we were once great clique. Anyway I miss secondary school life badly, but we have to move on, as its a part of life.

2009-03-22T11:49:00.000-07:00

Random outing with Fusen, Hilary and YunQian today. Met Hilary and YunQian at Heeren, they were damn "early", all thanks to YunQian for letting us wait. You still owe each of us a Kopi! Headed to Cineleisure to get our tickets for StreetFighter: The Legend of Chun Li at 7.50pm time slot. Played 2 hours of pool before the movie, Hilary is good ass, kept losing to her. So embarrassing]: Our last pair up game is never ending. Caught ChunLi, a sucky show that I would say. Damn stupid, somemore their fighting scenes are like so little and boring. 1/5 rotten popcorn for this movie. Should have watched Dragonball Evolution, as it seems to be more exciting. After the movie, walked our way to a lan shop near Plaza Sing, play 1 hour of Left 4 Dead and you will learn YunQian's GanChiong spider character! HAHHA. She was sitting beside me and she kept screaming while playing, DAmn funny.

2009-03-21T07:19:00.000-07:00

Tags Replied

TYR: Hahha. Alright, lets see then:D

Kailin: Ya, as if. So hard to see you nowadays!

Ayishah: No wonder I didn't see you. Sad

Fusen: Ya. His damn classic face

Radiah: Nope, Toshiba Show Boy. HAHAH! Kidding

Lisa: Dont make people faint please[:

Rose: Yeah. The inner border. I was lazy to create one, hence I took hers. I told her already:D Dont worry

Damn, its not that I dont wanna blog recently, its that I have nothing to blog]: I will update if I have interesting things to blog. Perhaps? Anyway, I've decided to take Diploma Plus of Foreign Language. I chose French as Japanese was already full. 3 years duration, 2 hours class per week, hope I can manage to cope it[:

2009-03-16T01:01:00.000-07:00

KaiRong

Darren

Nonis The Nigga

Winson

Finally the IT Fair is over! For the past 4 days, it was so tiring yet fun. I had fever on the 2nd-last day but I still went to work ]: There were total of 14 promoters from our booth, 13 boys and 1 girl only, so pathetic please. During the first day of IT Show, didn't really have the mood to sell the laptops as my attitude to work in the IT Show was to work with my friends. LOL. But from the 2nd day onwards, I tried to hit target already:D I shared commission with Darren, KaiRong and Nonis. Besides selling laptops, during this 4 days, most of the boys were trying to get the numbers from the girls working opposite of us. The big eyes and small eyes girls, i dont like because i think they are egoistic. Makes me wanna puke. Anyway, glad to see some of my friends who actually came to visit me:D

2009-03-10T10:43:00.000-07:00

I'm off today, so ya meet up with my clique to Town:D Looked around for Darren's Poly Bag and hoody. He bought a hoody from Topman. Went to play Left 4 Dead at Cineleisure for 2 hours. Had Botak Jones for dinner:D Fish and Chip, Yummy!!! I like. Went back to cineleisure to play lan game again for another 2 hours. Reached Yishun at around 11. Saw my brother at void deck walking the dog. He was tired and asked me to walk the dog. Took over the dog, and walked the dog till 12plus. I'm so tired now..

2009-03-09T17:23:00.000-07:00

Soda, The Almighty Jack Russell

My brother is helping to take care of his friend's Dog, Jack Russell breed, named Soda, for the time being. As his friend is going oversea and no one to take care of soda. I used to adopt a dog when I was 7-8 years old, but due to some problems, the dog was given away. Till then, I've never had a dog, as my mum is so afraid of dog]: She got chased by a PUPPY(can you freaking imagine?) when she was small, so the phobia is still there. At first, she didn't agree to keep Soda at our house, but somehow she knew I was unhappy so she asked my brother to bring back Soda the next day. I love Dogs very much, they are so cute and active compared to any other pets. Sometimes dogs will somehow understand what humans are feeling. I love the feelings of someone waiting/anticipating for you to return home, it feels so warmth. And dogs are the only animal that can do it, they will rush to the door. barking and tail swinging happily. Welcoming us back home :D

Soda was tied near the door. So this morning, while I was asleep, my mum woke me up to stop Soda from approaching her when she's getting out of the house. After I washed up, i brought Soda down for a walk. Peeing at all the pillars/trees we walked past, leaving his trace:D Walked up Yishun Hill and the sky was getting darker. Went to nearby coffeeshop to buy my breakfast, but it started to rain. Soda was shivering as the strong wind is blowing against us. Carried soda and returned home. Both of us went drenched when we were home, gave Soda a warmth shower and use hair dryer to keep him warm. See, I'm such a caring dog lover:D

While I'm using the computer now, Soda is very annoying! He kept scratching the newspapers that I put on the floor, to attract my attention. when i pretended that I wanted to hit him, he would play dead. So cute:D

Look at the mess!

See, that's how this cheeky dog playing dead

I hope Soda will enjoy this 4 days with us, till Thursday]:

I know I won't bear soda to leave..

I love Soda POP!

2009-03-09T17:00:00.000-07:00

Tag replied!

Eddie: IT fair people haven
Eddie: *haven't call me. =(

Eddie: I hate Mr yeo, but don't toally blame it on him. He still sucks, but well it's my fate. =)

- Nobody loves him, he just sucked! Bloody hypocrite

.Radiah: Totally agreed with you (based on your lastest post) I've seen everyone blood sweat tears on each of their project.! And you very sweet lei, posted abt Ayishah!!! HAHAHA
- That's why I feel so upset when think of it everytime. LOL. No la, because Just chatted up with her what:D

❤SHUEN: Whoa. I see i see. How's the pay like ?
- $50 per day plus commission, working time is about 10 hours. The pay isn't that high, just wanna work with my clique[:

lala: french of cus!!haha...
- Alright, anyway who are you? Elmo? HAHA

Randy: I Would Go For French Personally Cause Its A European Subject That Can Help If You're Building A Career There.Likewise With Japan & Japanese.However I'd Personally Take Up French Cause Its More Classy
Randy: But For You,I Know That It Will Be Better If You Take Japanese.We'll Continue THis Conversation On MSN If U Want More Advice Haha
Randy: Yea,French Fries Helps A Lot.Why The Hell Do U Think People Call It FRENCH Fries!!!Haha
- Based on your personality, you will sure choose French. However France and Japan are both advanced countries. So taking either one will sure help in future. Alright, lets talk about this online.

LIQUN:D: take french! LOL! coz japanese is too commom liao.(:
LIQUN:D: common*
LIQUN:D: eat more frenchfries, learn more french! (:
- Thank you, most probably I will be taking French I think[:

akid: french ftw!
- HAha. Fuck the Woman!

2009-03-07T13:27:00.000-08:00

Ngee Ann Poly Student Union Camp & Diploma Plus of Foreign Language

There is a Ngee Ann Poly Student Union Camp on 24th-27 March, it is a camp where students from different school within NP(e.g School of Business & Accountancy, School of Engineering, School of Health Sciences, and so on) will get to meet each other. There will only be 400 places available and $15 for the campfee. Oh man, I'm deciding whether to go, because I don't know anyone there and I dont want to be a loner. I'm asking Nobel and Reynard to go for the camp, if they go, I go :D HOHOHOHO

Anyway, I'm also considering whether to take up Diploma Plus of Foreign Language. There is a large variety of language such as French, Japanese, Spanish, Germans, Mandarin, Korean and Bahasa Melayu, but Diploma Plus certificate will only offer French and Japanese.

4 GOOD reasons to take a foreign language:
1. In a globilised world with fast disappearing borders, there is no advantage to be monolingual.
2. Gain an edge for applying for a job! Knowing a foreign language makes you more competitive.
3. Communicate more effectively while travelling to a foreign country.
4. Access to a whole new world of information through foreign language websites, literatures, films and etc.

2 Bad reasons to take foreign language:
1. Unable to cope with my studies as I've not adapted to the poly teaching system!
2. I'm already weak in both languages, English & Chinese, could I even learn foreign language well?

Oh man, should I take foreign language? Come on, give me some advices please ]:
If I were to take, French or Japanese will be better?

Thank you :D

2009-03-06T09:51:00.000-08:00

Design & Technology Class

Mr Yeo that ass cracking lame jokes, laughing at his stupidity.
Laughter in the class, adding to the melody of happiness.
The Deadline was drawing nearer, leaving everyone in horror.
Attitude totally changed, turning our world upside down
Everyone kept in silence, as if we were mute.
The tempo and sound of hammering, getting faster and louder
The screech of sawing, piercing through our ears
Squeezing dry our brain, forcing out new ideas.
Work till the end, determined for flying colour results
Praising the class, we were the best, but everything was just a lie
Result out on that day, 5.9% passes, all of us gone Oh My God
Our effort was washed down the drain..

Despite that our class might be quite playful at times. But when O was approaching, all of them totally changed. I witnessed those hardworking moments during the class. Even the very last minute when I saw Farhat so stressful rushing his work, I thought that this world is really cruel.. Somemore, leaving Eddie no where to go. SUCKS!

2009-03-05T23:29:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Northland Sec.
Talked to a person in charge sent by MOE regarding about the matter of the horrible D&T results of the whole 4EC. This matter will bring up to the Singapore Examination Board as to find out what was problem and whether what they could do to resolve this matter. In addition, the school will help me send a appeal letter to Ngee Ann Poly, in order to appeal to Business Studies. While I'm currently posted to Business Information Technology. I hope MOE can do something and at least a justice for those who took D&T. Our effort for the one whole year in D&T shouldn't be wasted in this manner.

2009-03-05T11:43:00.000-08:00

I just chatted with one of my best ex-classmate in Sec 3, Ayishah.. Its been years since I've talk to her, seen her. We used to speak up our mind, and share whatever problem we had. She tends to neglect her studies at that time, but I always tried my best to encourage her to study. I'm glad that she's doing well now, despite quitting northland, she didn't give up in studies and enrolled into Private school instead. Though Private school will be more costly, but it may be a better environment for her to study which suits her attitude of skipping/late for school. HAHAH!
ALL THE BEST TO YOU AYISHAH! STAY IN CONTACT!

2009-03-05T10:22:00.000-08:00

Just recently saw in the newspaper that members of the Thumbuakar Tribe was arrested for drug trafficking. Thumbuakar Tribe is a tribal dance troupe that performed at the Night Safari and was known for its exhilarating and fire-eating shows. However, the shows have been suspended after the arrest of 3 of its members in a drug bust.

I just watched their performance just few months ago during dec 2009, and it was great. I'm so disappointed that they actually commited crime, WASTED.

Anyway, there are the photos when I visited the zoo during dec 2009:

Damn, the photo qualities suck and are too small. I uploaded it into photobucket long ago and deleted it away. Now I cant upload a better quality photo now. Sad

2009-03-05T01:37:00.000-08:00

100 truths :)

Last beverage → Full Cream Milk.
Last phone call → Mummy.
Last text message → Wee Teng.
Last song you listened to → Love Story - Taylor Swift.
Last time you cried → Grandfather's Funeral, in end of Dec last year ]':

Have you ever?

Dated someone twice → Yea.
Been cheated on → Cheated in love? Money? Sex? NO.
Kissed someone & regretted it → Yes, seriously.

In the past month, have you:

Fallen out of love → Nope.
Laughed until you cried → No.
Met someone who changed your life → Never.
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → All of them, The Clique 7.
How many kids do you want to have → 2, one girl and one boy[:
Do you have any pets → All died or gave it away]: But I will like to adopt a dog the most :D
Do you want to change your name → I think no other name will sound better than WINSON NG WEI SHENG :D
What time did you wake up today → 3plus in the afternoon, damn late i know. Sleeping as if like in a coma
What were you doing at midnight last night → Using computer and chatting with friends online.
Name something you cannot wait for → POLY LIFE TO START RIGHT NOW!
Last time you saw your father → Yesterday, I see him everyday during work.
What's one thing you wish you could change → Personality, a much better one I wished.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Never, but Peter, have.
What's getting on your nerves right now → The freaking D&T teacher of mine!
What's your real name → Winson Ng Wei Sheng.
Elementary/Primary School → Greenridge Primary School to Jiemin Primary School.
Middle/Secondary School → Northland Secondary School.
Tertiary School → Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Hair color → Ash brown, colour keep changing!
Long or short → Normal for guys?
Are you a health freak → Yes, I don't smoke.
Righty or lefty → Righty.

First:

First surgery → None.
First piercing → Ear.
First best friend → Hao Jie, but lost contact, after I transferred to Jiemin Primary School.
First sport you joined → Basketball.
First pet → Guppy I think.
First vacation → Malaysia, duh, just beside Singapore.

Currently:

Eating → just finished my breakfast.
Drinking → Still drinking my Full Cream Milk(repeated question).
Waiting → My Dream Girl :X

Your future :

Want kids? → Of course, I love children, but not annoying and rude one please.
Want to get married? → Yeah, with my Dream Girl.
Careers in mind? → Successful Businessman

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger → Never.
Drank hard liquor → Yes.
Lost glasses/contacts → Yes.
Ran away from home → Never, childish act.
Broken someone's heart → Yes, I think.
Been arrested → Never.
Cried when someone died → Yes, Grandfather..

Do you belive in:

Yourself → Hell do!
Miracles → Yes, because I make miracles happened all the times. HAHA!
Love at first sight → Yes, but will never last long[:
Heaven → Yes.
Santa Clause → Stupid, but there are many fake one.
Kiss on the first date → If we really love each other[:
Angels → I'm your guardian angel.

Answer thruthfully :

Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes I think, but she's unavailable now[:
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → Never, I just can't time a girl, I'm a good guy[:
Do you believe in God? → Yes, God that helps me.

DID THIS HAPPEN TO YOU?

Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 5 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
I SWEAR CENTIPEDE IS MUCH MORE DISGUSTING! Just washed it away into the toilet bowl!
2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
Will sing it out loud, mood changes :)
3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys & girls have pick up lines)
No pick up lines, all the words just come out from the bottom of my heart.
4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
Force them to love them! HAHa
5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
Quickly get out and pretend nothing happen[:
6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
Fill in the blanks 1, 2,3 & 4 randomly and do it myself while the teacher is going through. Smart right. HAHa
7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
Pretend to answer a phone call and quickly get something to refresh my breath.
8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
Just throw it away and wear nothing inside. HAHAA!
9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
Tell myself that the personality quiz is a lie. Arrghh, I'm a loser!
10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
Thank the person for the present.
11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
Nevermind, its the thought that counts.
12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
Oh man, stop looking, I'm shy already. LOL

2009-03-04T23:58:00.000-08:00

The Best Job In the World,
is the caretaker of Great Barrier Reef, Australia.
Amazing salary package of AUD$150,000 for 6 months contract!
More than 34,000 of applicants applied for the job and now, 50 shortlisted applicants are released, and 2 out of 50 are SINGAPORE. Feel so proud of them!

Greg

Jimmy

2009-03-04T23:30:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, I'm working in this coming Suntec IT Show on 12-15th March 2009. I'm working under Toshiba, Laptop, again, same like my previous IT Show. However, this time round with my bestfriends, Darren, KaiRong, Fusen and Nonis. Spot us if you happened to be there! So looking forward to it now :D

2009-02-28T11:00:00.000-08:00

Caught He's just not that into you with a new friend. Quite a nice movie, as I think somehow its realistic to the real society. 3/5 stars for this movie.

2009-02-28T02:05:00.000-08:00

Photos: PASSION ART 2009

Fusen's forever missing in group photo! Where did you go?!?!?!?!?!?!

Radiah's Edition

She's dead beat after a long day.

2009-02-27T12:26:00.000-08:00

PASSION ART 2009
Attended Northland Sec's Passion Art today, this time round as an alumni. The performances were fantastic, especially when the part when Miss Chen danced, where all the boys started to drool over for her and girls envying her wonderful dance moves. The crowd were cheering madly for her! And also the part when Mr Brian brought to us two songs, Hey There Delilah and I'm Yours. Despite of the wrong tempo of the song, the audiences were singing out loud with him, as if he was singing in a concert. The rest of the performances were great as well and I respect their courage to be able to perform on stage. Besides watching the concert, Passion Art was also more like a friend-gathering event. I felt so warmth to be there seeing so many familiar faces, approaching you and asking how you are doing. Seriously, I really miss all my friends who are still in Northland and also those who have graduated.

Photos to be uploaded soon!

2009-02-26T23:11:00.000-08:00

Can you spot any different from ordinary car?

Car with 3 wheels :D

Spot this car at the carpark. I ask myself, "What's wrong with the car nowadays? Is it someone who stole the tyre or the owner of the car forgot to replace the tyre?

2009-02-25T02:21:00.000-08:00

Fuck! I just found a centipede in the toilet while I'm bathing. Damn gross I tell you! Goosebumps.

Flush it down the toilet bowl after taking photosRest In Peace.

2009-02-24T00:42:00.000-08:00

While on the way to work today, met Uncle Mike at Yishun Mrt platform. He asked me why I'm not going for Passion Art and told him the reasons. However, he still persuading me to go, ignoring the VP. Passion Art on this Friday, see you guys there.

2009-02-22T23:24:00.000-08:00

Senotsa with my clique today except for Fusen as he had work. Mr Sun failed to come out after the Darkness Cloud conquered the sky and followed by the attack of the Rain who made us packed up after stuffs to leave sentosa! Sickening weather nowadays spoilt the outing.

Accompanied Darren to Health Promotion for his teeth review. I dropped my coin pouch there and yet i didnt notice at all. While I was at the waiting area with the rest, suddenly the nurse at the counter called up my name. I was like WTF? Because I was not here for any check up so why my name was called up. I walked towards her and she handed over my coin pouch. Thank you very much for the one who found my coin pouch :DDDD

Dinner with my clique at my father's shop, they left afterwards as I had to work.

MORE PHOTOS TO BE UPLOADED!

2009-02-21T10:16:00.000-08:00

(Black Colour)

Meet up with Shawn and Nonis today. Visited Darren and Kairong who were working in roadshow at Funan IT Mall. Purchased an Audio Technica Headphone from Challenger, got it at staff price. Watched Outlander at Shaw House. 4 out of 5 popcorns for this great movie. Like it very much, especially when the part where the tribe accepts the outlander as a part of them and the way they killed the bloody dragon with neon light glowing. Met Ming Yang for supper at prata shop with some other friends. I enjoyed my day with my great friends :D

2009-02-19T11:02:00.000-08:00

Met up with Fusen at 4, but i was late because curly hair is harder to style as compare to straight hair. We headed to Funan IT Mall as I need to go to Challenger Office to return the uniform, as to get back my deposit. Walked around Penisular to look for shirt, didn't find any in the end. Reached Shaw house at 6.45 and bought tickets for Valkyrie, 6.45 time slot.
This movie is based on true story about assination of Adolf Hilter, carried out by Operation Valkyrie. Operation Valkyrie was planned by Claus von Stauffenberg(Tom Cruise) as to overthrow The Fuhrer, Adolf Hitler, for a better Germany. However, the assination was failed, Claus von Stauffenberg(Tom Cruise) and the other plotters were tried and executed. 3/5 stars for this complicated movie, sorry Tom Cruise!

Accompanied FS to Taka's Pepper Lunch to look up for his colleagues, chatted up with a Professor from University of Western Australia.

Returned back to Yishun, FS went home. Waited Ming Yang at Np's MAc and had supper together at 925. Went to meet his friend, Cyndi, at Yishun MRT and chilled out at void deck.

Home Sweet Home.

2009-02-18T12:23:00.001-08:00

I hate life, because I'm living lifelessly. Such a boredom, no entertainment. Wonder whether I can hang on it for how long?

2009-02-18T10:08:00.000-08:00

I've received a Ngee Ann Polytechnic Enrollment package today, was so excited while opening and browsing through the documents. School starts on 20th April, the start of my Poly life. So anticipating for school to start :D

Ngee Ann Poly- Business Information Technology(BIT)

2009-02-17T09:57:00.000-08:00

Reached home at around 1am after work, saw a letter on my desk and realised that its a letter from MINDEF. Its a notification for me to prepare for myself for NS, but I have to defer till after Poly. I wonder how's NS life? Although it might be tough there but that is the moment when boy grows up to be a Real Man. Protecting the country is the Men's duty.

Saw this video from Joey's blog, enjoy!

2009-02-15T11:12:00.001-08:00

DAMN I JUST PERM-ED MY HAIR, IT SCREWED UP, AND IT LOOKS LIKE CABBAGE NOW! I SO WANNA SHAVE MY HAIR BALD AND IT WILL STILL LOOK MUCH NICER THAN MY CURLY MAGGIE HAIR! WHATS WRONG WITH HAVING CURLY HAIR MAN? WHEN THE FRIENDS KEPT POPING OUT IN MSN ASKING, "YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR MEH?" I'M SO FED UP NOW! I EVEN QUARRELED WITH MY MUM OVER THIS SCREWED HAIR. CAN YOU IMAGINE FROM STRAIGHT HAIR BECOMES CURLY HAIR? DAMN, I THINK ITS KARMA. BLAMES ME FOR MAKING FUN OF THE CURLY HAIR BOYS(FUSEN, AKID....) LUCKILY POLY STARTS IN LATE APRIL, I DONT WISH TO HOLD A CURLY HAIR GUY IMAGINE TO MY NEW SCHOOL, NEW SCHOOLMATES.

Hair faster grow please... I promise to water you everyday.

2009-02-14T10:26:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day,
is a day when people usually spend with thier loved one, valentines. Its a common sight for couples holding hands walking in the street, while the girl is holding a bonquet of flowers and happiness is reflected on their faces. Boys ad girls will squeeze out their creative juice to plan something sweet for their partners on the actual day. It doesn't matter how much the gift cost but just the sincere that counts. Some may come out with the most romantic way of confessing their love for the opposite. While some are trying to bring up their courage to say "I love you", propose to them as they are afraid of being rejected. Although "I love you" may seem to be 3 simple words, but there is a deep meaning behind it. When you say "I love you" it means that you are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you loved, your life perhaps? So are you really willing to sacrifice yourself, if not, saying this 3 words is just deep and meaningless.

While for those who are not attached, valentine's day may seem to be single awareness day for them. Reminding themselves that they have been not in love for so long. Hence some may feel inferior or others may be happy as single gives them freedom. As for me, I realised that I've actually been single for 1 year 5months and 3 days.

I still remember last year, while I was deep in love with a girl in my school. I've planned to do all those "romantic"stuffs for her like few weeks before the actual date. Eddie and I were so insane to travel all the way to a huge florist shop somewhere near Farrer Road to order flowers for our valentines. While we collected our flowers, we were so shy to carry the flowers on the way home. We need to take bus back home, while on the bus, we were so embarrassed as everyone was staring at us. But for the sake of our loved one, and the power of love that overwhelmed us, our skin got thicker, pretending that nothing happens. Besides flowers, I also bought a dress/gown and made a card for her. On the V day itself, when the climax part comes. Early in the morning, before morning assembly, all the students are sitting in the parade square, with the bouquet of sunflowers in my hands, i was trembling with fear. All my friends were cheering for me, motivating me to give her the flowers on the spot. I made my move, not caring about my imagine, as to show my sincerity. She received the flowers from me, and both of us were blushing. and.. tatata... lazy to elaborate as nothing good happened after this[: Was rather silly that time.

Goodbye, Happy V Day all.

(such a sucky ending, I know)

2009-02-13T10:59:00.000-08:00

Joke Of The Day:

-In my dad's car-
Me: ( about to eat an ang ku kueh that I'm holding)
Me: Papa, why the ang ku kueh smells weird? (immediately put it infont of my dad's nose)
Dad: I think not fresh already, better don't eat, if not stomach pain.
Me: Dont want la, waste food.. (Look out of the window) Hey there's a cat (quickly get out of the car happily, and place the ang ku kueh on the floor)
Cat: (Approach the ang ku kueh, and figuring it and left)
Dad: Cat where got eat ang ku kueh one!?
Me: Oh shit, i forgot! (GIGGLES)

Moral of the story, cat is a carnivore and don't anyhow feed them.
In the end, I still wasted the food, Dear Ang Ku kueh.

2009-02-10T23:45:00.000-08:00

Today marks the end of Chinese New Year, which was 15 days long. I'm gonna recite the highlight among this 15days.

New Year Eve:
Spring cleaning the whole house.
Reunion dinner with family
countdown for CNY

Day 1:
Received the first ang pow from my dearest mummy
Went over to a temple at Bedok to pay a visit to my passed away Grandma
Went to bai nian at my 1st aunt's house at yishun where all the relatives would gather there

Day 2:
Last minute decision to invite friends over to bai nian
My clique and my brother's clique came, total of 20plus people
Everyone was happily gambling, chit chatting, joking and steamboat-ing
Darren and Fusen ton at my house after everyone left
Lost 30 dollar to darren, damn he[:

Day 13:
Invited friends over to my house again, but this time round,
Rachel ong, Renata, Kailin(sorry!), Darren, Shawn, Eddie, Nonis, Ming Yang and his friend were here.
Kr and Fs couldn't make it
Went out halfway as I need to buy my phone by that day.
Bought Sony Ericsson C905
Watch IP Man, Deathrace, Black Sheep and Saw 5 at my house
Ip Man turned into a comedy as the English subtitle was directly translated, and all of us laughed our ass out while watching
Black Sheep is a stupid lame movie
Had steamboat again
Darren, serene and my cousin ton this time, and we were playing Pokemon monopoly.
So fun because I lost.

2009-02-08T23:43:00.000-08:00

Hey guys out there, Winson is back to blog here. Cheers!

2009-01-09T23:58:00.000-08:00

Remember that I mentioned that I would pay a visit to my Grandma on 2nd Jan's post. So yeah, I visited my Grandma at Holland Village today. I bought 2 cans of New Moon Abalone and a bottle of bird nest for her, cost hundred over dollar. But I don't feel any pain for spending those money, as its all worth. When I was young, knowing that I love to drink bird nest, my grandma would buy Real bird nest regularly. She dotes me the most among all the grandchildren, so I should be filial to her when I've grown up. Money can be earned back in the future, yet Grandma is already in her 70's, she might leave us in a few more years(touch wood). Hence, before she has gone, I must treasure her.

Be filial to Ah Ma

2009-01-06T00:00:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling much better now, I've learned to treasure the one I loved. That's the hardest lesson I've learned in life, which costs a life.

2009-01-03T23:57:00.000-08:00

I cried last night
Before I could turn in last night, I was crying. I cried terribly, seriously. I'm someone who hardly cries, but when I cry, it means that I'm extremely depressed, trust me. While I was lying on the bed last night, suddenly I thought of my grandpa again then followed by my grandma. I just felt very upset the fact that my grandma will be living alone now. I'm really very worried about her that no one is looking after her. I've never be so worried for someone before. After my grandpa passed away, I've learned to treasure the one I loved before they are not around anymore. I've planned to pay a visit to my Grandma on the 9th Jan, I'm gonna buy some stuffs for her to make her happy.

I hope she's doing fine now..

2009-01-02T23:56:00.000-08:00

I'm just fucking depressed recently, I could not control my mood, I just feel upset. Today is the day when we sent my grandpa to bury (chu bing). The atmosphere was very emotional. Everyone was looking dull, no laughter throughout the whole day as, all of us miss our Grandpa. During the last session of praying to my Grandpa, we were surrounding my grandpa's coffin. Suddenly my Ah Ma, walked towards the coffin, and started talking to my ah gong which was lying in the coffin. I saw tears rolling down her wrinkled cheeks, and heard sorrows in her voice. She began to sing a sad hokkien song to my grandpa. As she sang, I felt miserable in my heart, tears began to blur my vision, I closed my eyes and tears began to shed eventually. I tasted my tears and its salty， then I realised that I'm actually crying, I lost control of my emotion, I cried it all out, begging for forgiveness from my Grandpa for the past 6 years, telling that how much I love him, thinking about the past when he was taking care of me.. After a while my shirt was drenched by my tears. I turned to look at my Ah ma, which made me even more depressed as my Ah Ma would be living alone and no one would be accompanying her at home already. I so wanted to tell Ah Gong that, "阿公，安心上路，不用担心，我会帮你照顾阿妈的。。。“ I wanted to, but I couldn't do that, as my mother won't be happy at all.. I'm in a difficult position.

阿公，我希望您能明白。

2009-01-01T23:54:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to all. I gave it a miss to countdown celebration with my clique because it won't be nice to be celebrating while my grandpa just passed away. Today, my Ah Ma told me that Ah Gong doted me the most, he had never helped his own children to wash their shoes or cook meals for them. But I'm the only one, he ever helped to wash the shoes, cook meals for me, cut the sausages into tiny pieces and bathed me. This shows that how much he doted me, now then I realised but its too late..

I heard a shattering sound, i found that my heart was in pieces.
Heartaches.

2008-12-31T23:53:00.000-08:00

Guess what, I went to the Singapore Zoological Garden with Eunice yesterday. Wooo.. Its like monkey years ever since I step into the Zoo. I still remember that when i was small, my parents would bring us to the Zoo. Its like so fun there, my mother would bring drawing papers and crayons for us to draw the animals we liked. We enjoyed watching the Animal Show together. We were excited on Elephant ride while my mother was worrying that I might fall off from the elephant. That was the time when I really enjoyed with the Whole Family. I love it. But, nevermind.. Sigh

However, as I was in primary school, my teachers would bring the whole class to the Zoo like every year(???). Since then, I began to get sick of going to Zoo, as everything was still the same, all the animals were still the same, the shit stinks were as stinky as ever or maybe more stink (as the population of the animal grew). Hence, I've never been there since last Primary School Zoo excursion already.

So ya, when I step into the Zoo the previous morning, everything was like different from the past. Things do change, so do the SINGAPORE ZOO! haha. The Zoo was crowded like mad cow, the queue for the ticket purchase office was as long as giraffe's neck. There are african drums around and everyone was playing on it, which made the whole atmosphere more wild. After puchasing the tickets, we entered and visited the gift shop, there have alot of cute little animal stuffs. We toured around the zoo, visited and took picture of all the animals there (except for those animals that i dont think its cute). I'm such a bias ass. The weather was hot, Eunice was afraid to get tanned and generous Eunice treated me an ice cream. First time siol! haha. We also caught the Animal show at 2.30pm, so hilarious and cute[: After all the long walk, both of us were famished, so we headed to the Kids World's KFC to have our lunch there :D After that, goodbye to the Singapore Zoological Garden and off to work :[

2008-12-28T23:50:00.000-08:00

When i was on the way to visit my Grandpa this afternoon, i received a call from my dad. This is the worst phone call I've ever answer, its the worst news I've ever heard. My Grandpa passed away this morning. I was stunned to hear upon this heart shattering news. I couldn't believe in my own ear. I couldn't get to see my grandpa for the last time.。

阿公，您为什么没有等我？

2008-12-27T23:49:00.000-08:00

Sigh.. Anyway i just came from National University Hospital. My Grandpa is still lying on the bed in coma. The doctor said that there is no cure for him anymore. Even if he had an operation, he will die straight away. So he's waiting for the God of Death to come and fetch him to..

I've not seen my Grandpa for more than 6 years after since I've separated from my dad. The reason for me to leave my dad is also because of my grandpa. When i was around 6-10, my grandpa was taking care of me. However, i was kinda playful and naughty at that time, hence i often got beaten and scoldings from my Grandpa almost everyday. Hence over time, I've developed a phobia for him, grandpa. I'm afraid of him, and I hate him to the core. When i was young, how i wished that he would die and not see him anymore.

But when i stepped into his ward just now, seeing him lying on the bed in coma, struggling for survival helplessly, my heart sank and tears rolled down my cheek. I couldn't stop my tears. At that moment, my grandma asked me to greet my Grandpa, I felt very awkward as its been long since I greeted him already， i doubt he would even recognize me if he woke up. "Ah Gong", i greeted him, I felt even more upset, even though he might not hear, but i believed his spirit would hear it. All the memories started to flash back in my mind, I felt I'm not filial at all. When he's in pink health, I've never visited him before in these 6 years. But now, when he's about to leave this world, then I came to visit him. I felt so regretted for not being filial to him. I hate myself even more for hating him. All he did in the past, were all for my own good. Just that I was young, and couldn't think maturely, I assumed that he sucks. No matter how much i say now, it couldn't help bringing him back to me. But I just wanted to say for the last time.

阿公，对不起，请原谅我。